Patrodola and Purpose

Word of the week: Patrodola

A feeling of "pressing blankness", localized in the stomach between the navel and xyphoid process.

This week centered around coining and investigating "patrodola", exploring the landscape of mental mathematical operations, and teasing out the potential connections between them and a strongly purpose-oriented view of consciousness and learning.

I experienced patrodola of varying degrees when reading through sections I had trouble following or answering problems where I was unsure of the approach. My initial inclination was to describe it as trying and failing to "call up" some information, and while I think that's too metaphorical I do think it's right that the feeling is related to an inability to identify (or to confidently identify) what to do next. The degree of the feeling seemed to vary both with the "completeness" or "fullness" of the answer as well as my confidence in it.

When I wasn't stuck on something, there was a rich variety of mental activities I engaged in to solve problems. Most of them happen in some combination of a psuedo-visual/spatial mental modality I'm calling "entation" and an auditory-like modality called "commerel". Of particular note were:

When I was reading through non-exercise sections of the text, I occasionally would perform a vague "shadow"/"stub" version of some of these operations, with the sense that I was checking to see if I could.

In speculation mode, I'm wondering now how much "understanding" is really about confidence in your capability to successfully complete some task using the information/concept at hand, which would suggest that perhaps patrodola is a subtype of noticing that you're not yet adequate to some goal. When seeking to understand, is there always some (perhaps implicit) end in mind? And once you do understand, does that free up your attention for other things while you work on the goal?

More generally, is part of the role of consciousness supervising "fitness for purpose" at a high (arbitrary?) level? Is the feeling of "I am able to use this information to solve a typical problem set" the same as that of "the ball is in the right part of my visual field for me to catch it"?

Some notions of "understanding" that don't smoothly fit into the heavily purpose-oriented perspective that I'd like to explore:

Some possible general "semantics" to ascribe to patrodola:

One possible application I'm keeping my eye on is in teaching; can people learn what it feels like to understand or not and catch misses earlier?

I'm keeping a running list of questions/ideas to keep in mind as I work. Next week, I'll start off by reviewing the quantum field theory textbook I have and work backwards to give me a more concrete goal to work toward as I go through the prerequisites. I'll be paying particular attention to the alternatives to the directly purpose-oriented view of understanding, and whether there are other experiences, especially those denoting presence of understanding, outside of patrodola or this framework.

In non-research news, I spent a decent chunk of time this week getting the website ready for the launch. Everything under /conscient, plus the home page and CSS, are all new. I also added Fathom analytics, a privacy-oriented analytics platform, to see how people use the site.

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